Have been feeling so cold since yesterday. Don't know if I am really sick or just plain "xin li zuo yong". Hai... Where are you? How I wished I could see you whole day long :(

Spent a night out with... Feeling great, though tipsy.. Mus be cos I didn't drink for sometime alr.. Drank a few glass nia.. Then like that alr.. Haha. Walked from orchard all the way up to potong pasir with... Was a fun walk, though it hurts my leg, but I enjoyed it.. Took a cab home from Potong Pasir, damn 27 bucks. Lols. But every moment spent was worth the 27 bucks.. It has really been such a long time that I truly felt so happy from the bottom of my heart.. I think it has been more than a year since I felt such joy.. Felt down the stairs when I was about to reach home.. Ma de leg damn pain now.. Going to toh alr, GN all :)

Signing off,

xIaO`jo

I am really sure of myself, I am not confused or curious..

It is fated that we met on the 4th on June 2009 @ 11:49:31 am. <3

I only have this song to dedicate to you, though you may not understand it :/

曹格 - 世界唯一的你

是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排
是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
呜...耶....
是一个奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
....呜...哦...
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
ho ...哦...
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

It all started out as honesty, as I always thought honesty is the best policy back then, but things took a drastic turn, so my perception of honesty had been tilted, when it comes to a point where tilting towards the dishonesty made things took a drastic turn again. From then on did I realize that I was right to be honest from the start, never to let myself be on tilt again. That's why I emphasized on honesty on people around me very very strongly.


A song for the person I held on dearly to till this very day. I don't blame that person for leaving me but myself.

周杰伦 - 暗号

我想要的想做的你比谁都了
你想说的想给的我全都知道
未接来电没留言
一定是你孤单的想念
任何人都猜不到
这是我们的暗号
他们猜随便猜不重要
连上彼此的讯号
才有个依靠
有太多人太多事
夹在我们之间咆哮
杂讯太多讯号
就连风吹都要干扰
可是你不想一直走在黑暗地下道
想吹风想自由想要一起手牵手
去看海绕世界流浪
我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪
别管那是非只要我们感觉对
我害怕你心碎没人帮你擦眼泪
别离开身边拥有你我的世界才能完美
你说你想逃开松手
爱太累爱得不自由
因为我给不起最简单的承诺
你停止收讯号我开始搜寻不到
到底有谁知道是几点钟方向
你才会收到暗号


A song for the person whom left me cruelly. Somebody I won't forgive and forget.

F.I.R - 你很爱他


当你决定
你要离开我
我没有说什么
就当作你自由
有好几次
我都想忘了
苦酒也没有用
就当作是寂寞
只有我能明白
他的温柔
对你是种解脱
其实要告诉我
只是你的最爱

其实你很爱他
对我的惩罚
说你没有想他
谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口
只能放手
不敢奢求
你说爱我

其实你很爱他
他很温柔吗
其实你很想他
就说出口吧
我也不想多说
捂朵
不想再次听到你说
你很爱他

For the person whom I felt sorry to.

周杰伦 - 我不配


这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

As for the others unmentioned, I really dunno what to say, but I am sorry to say things were just so vague that I am nor able to reminiscence the good time neither link a song to us totally. Truly sorry.


Have been a mad poker fanatic recently. Reading E-books on pokers, at a rate of 1 E-book/2 days, reading articles online, reading forums and analysing ring games here and there. Nothing in my brain but poker since last month. But for the past few hours I was browsing through somethings when I saw things that reminded me of a person. Thus dedicating these 3 songs to 3 different person. The person whom I was reminded of, and made me thought of for 3 hours, was the person I dedicated An Hao to. Kudos to you for having found happiness :) Though you may not be able to see this, but from the bottom of my heart I wish your happiness ever-lasting.

Signing off,

xlaO`jo

Poker is about being patient, disciplined, knowing how to play your opponents instead of your cards.

It has been really sometime since I experienced the feeling of love, the feeling that burns and melts my heart, has been really so long..I felt it again, but this time, it is so strange, from far across the distance.. I dunno why is this so but, I believe it is connected to some nice past memories of mine, with a group of maple friends staying over at my place.. I felt it back then already, but with time it goes, but this time it is back, I really dunno what I should do.. It hurts.

it ends tonight..

Hehe so happy tomorrow going to boat quay :D